我的城市今天正下着雪
Its snowing in my city today
想在冬天与你共度寒冬的想法一直在我脑海里
The idea of spending the winter with you has always been in my mind
上帝视觉下,我站在窗前,看着街上的人和人走着
In the sight of God, I stood at the window and looked at the people and people in the street
大家都匆匆擦身而过,离人太近了
Everyone hurried past, too close to others
这么吵闹这么多人在讲话,没人认真听
There was so much noise and so many people were talking that no one listened carefully
还挺无奈这人生幸灾乐祸地成了喜剧
Its quite helpless. This life has become a comedy with schadenfreude
总说有事就早睡没什么解决不了的
Always say something to go to bed early, nothing can be solved.
能睡着就能让一切想不成的事情真的过去
Being able to sleep can make all the things you can think of really pass
好像我对你的爱你说要转移我不知道
Like my love for you, you said to transfer, I don know
近来发生的许多事情都让我控制不住我的心。
I can control my heart because of many things that have happened recently.
就算没得到你的回应也只是让我感觉你在就好
Even if I don get your response, it just makes me feel like you e here.
你看心想很无助有些病态但事实上我的心已崩溃至极点
You see, I feel helpless and sick, but in fact, my heart has collapsed to the extreme
突然间变得夜长了觉得自己抗压能力好差什么都做不好深陷自我否定毫无价值
Suddenly, the night is long. I feel that my pressure resistance is poor and I can do anything well. Im trapped in self denial and worthless
对现状无能为力只能一秒一秒地坚持下去
There is nothing we can do about the status quo. We can only stick to it second by second
有些可笑的是,我似乎总是认为我们不会真的断思想很可怕
Its funny that I always seem to think that we don really think its terrible
可是我比别人更清楚你真的不要我了 被人丢了 就是丢了 就别奢望被捡回来吧
But I know better than others that you really don want me. If you are lost, don expect to be picked up