我讨厌现在的自己，一边压抑着自己的情绪，一边装作没事的样子，一到深夜就彻底崩溃，天亮后还要微笑着面对一切。
I hate myself now, repressing my emotions and pretending that Im OK at the same time. Ill collapse completely in the middle of the night. Ill face everything with a smile after dawn.
其实我有很多话想说，但是我都忍住了，之所以选择闭嘴，是因为我知道，有些话说了还不如不说，说了你也不懂。
In fact, I have a lot to say, but I didn say it. The reason why I choose to shut up is because I know that some words can compare with no words. You don understand it.
我曾经以为一个人的感情和依赖，从有到无，会是一个渐渐消减的过程，但事实是，它会在某一个瞬间，突然地立减为零。
I used to think of ones feelings and dependence. From having to not, it will be a process of gradual reduction, but the fact is that it will suddenly reduce to zero at a certain moment.
我总是会想，你失去我会不会难过，会不会后悔，但是现在我突然明白，自始至终都是我沉浸在爱里，是我自己不放过自己。
I always wonder if you will be sad and regret after losing me, but now I suddenly understand that I am immersed in love all the time, and I will not let myself go.
你去过的地方越多，越想知道自己最想回到什么地方，见过的人越多，越知道自己最想呆在谁的身边。
The more places youve been, the more you want to know where you want to go. The more people youve met, the more you know who you want to stay with.
两个人的感情，哭的人输，卑微的人输，一直选择原谅的人输，特别在意对方的人输，不求回报和倒贴的人满盘皆输。
Two peoples feelings, crying people lose, humble people lose, people who always choose to forgive lose, especially those who care about each other lose, people who do not ask for return and blindly pay lose.
等一个人改变了再去相信，而不是先和好了再等着他去改变，我试过了，结果告诉我太过心软，没什么好结果。
Wait for a person to change to believe, rather than first with him, and then wait for him to change. I tried, and the result told me that I was too soft hearted, and there was no good result.
图片来源@ottokim的手绘
